Well Mum, its been nearly 3 months now. I have to say, its starting to feel real. I am told I'll get the same feelings as time goes by. Life is different without you, the grief sometimes fades, only to refresh when I see the picture containing your eternal view. Christmas Day was hard, it just didn't seem right without you here. I know you appreciated coming to ours for Christmas lunch. It was such a pleasure to have you, at least you stayed awake!